Ik weet niet.

Today the unutterable word was mentioned. I didn't mind at the moment, now I do.
I don't want to feel that now... I cannot be falling into that sate!
it's not right, it's not optional, though.
I don't want to endure more~

As the days go by, I feel more and more confused, I have no idea on what to do o,o
I have no idea on how it feels.

Everybody tells me to wait, to be patience... but it ain't that easy, is it?
I... don't even know how to express my inside world.
Sometimes I get really amused by the music.
I mean, now I can tell why I like British bands, why those stupid cold rainy isles have such an effect on me.

Maybe I am falling into that state and the cocky accent helps me to evince it.

ik weet niet.